Sunday, January 13, 2008♥
1. ♥ 1:13 AM
any weak person in my shoes, would collapse and be dead right now. 4 fatal shots, yet im still standing still, alive and kicking. i asked babyboy, what was god's purpose in doing so. why four at one go. am i to still breathe till the tenth shot. because im trying so hard to stay alive in this game. if this is my fate, why does it have to be so cruel and so difficult.
and throughout this whole trying period, babyboy's the only supportive one. something that i am indeed very surprised by.
babyboy's fast asleep right now on the floor, feeling all comfy underneath my comforter and hugging the pillow. *grins widely babyboy mcm faham only nak watch the man u match. haha. daddy's snoring like a whale on the sofa and im waiting for mama's return from work. damn. everything is so picture perfect, like how i always thought about it and i never dreamt that a day like this would actually come true.
So close..
