Tuesday, January 1, 2008♥
dear god ♥ 4:01 PM
why am i subjected to so much pain in a short period of time. if this is god's way of teaching me to overcome my fears and weaknesses, hell no. i rather be crippled all my life. man can only bear so much pain inside of them. and definitely i am human.
sometimes it feels so much easier to wish one could sleep forever, but to actually do that, he needs all the courage to accomplish that task. its been so long that this ever cross my mind.
mr fireman says "go and sleep. or talk to nash. dont be alone. it kills. or sleep and wake up tmr morning."
but what should i do when the only strength i`ve ever had, i pushed it away because i wanted the best for my relationship (or so i thought that it would be wise to do so), and the only one remaining is having a jolly good time showing off his new baby to his group of friends.
why am i always tripping? give me answers god. before its too late.
So close..
