Friday, March 21, 2008♥
and all the drama. ♥ 12:39 PM
four days in all. thats the exact figure that i would not be seeing babyboy. and how do i feel. extremely a pain in my heart. im not exaggerating. because that is what i truly feel when i dont get to meet him. its really sad because once upon a time ago, we planned for this weekend. i already made plans to bring him along to changi with me. its more disheartening because a certain girl will be there. isnt life unfair and all. but what can i do with my position. born as an accidental child, and even worse as a girl, what claims do i have over my life?. well, this is my fate i guess. to my dearest babyboy. im sorry once again because you have to go through all this unnecessary circumstances. circumstances that you wouldnt have to go through if i was a different girl. i wanted so much to tell you yesterday night, to make that move to go away once again. i dun want you to feel what i feel inside. all the pain, the lonliness, and the longing. im sorry. i certainly wish you have fun during this weekend. i`ll always wish for you to be my side. no matter what happends, you`ll always be in my mind. in my heart.ku pejamkan mata, kau hadir di sisi
ku hulurkan tangan, kau sambut dengan kasih
tenangkanlah hatimu agar bisa ku senyum
pejamkanlah matamu jika rindukan wajahku
i love you.
So close..
