Thursday, April 3, 2008♥
- ♥ 8:16 PM

im sorry if my words hurt you baby. I didnt mean to hurt you in any way even though i felt so much pain inside. I just wanted you to be a better person, not for myself or for our future. Every positive change that you make for yourself will ultimately be for your own good. Im just an outsider, a girl who came into your life, late last year. and im no perfect myself.
Im glad you took the effort to make up for everything. It definitely cheered me up. The sight of you today really took the gloomy grey clouds away. Thank you for your help in photosteting the papers, the snapple which is my fav drink, the pizza hut treat, though i didnt want you to use up your pay. and definitely thank you for sending and fetching me whenever i have errands to do all over the place.
Yes indeed, im never happy inside of me. but when you`re around, suddenly this unhappiness is overshadowed by happy thoughts. but the moment time with you is up, im brought back to reality. and that is where fear and uncertainty control me. i dont own perpetual happiness. but you do make a difference in my life.
i dont want your best man to ask you to break up with me. i know he's joking. but just the thought itself really breaks my heart.
So close..