Friday, May 30, 2008♥
jobs jobs jobs ♥ 11:35 PM
Today was a fruitful day for me. I managed my time well enough such that i went out with mama, babyboy as well as settled my job applications.
I was very keen to hold a permanent part time sales job at Cotton On. Its been a week plus but the manager has yet to call me. The super flexible working hours plus the great pay for part-timers made me pin high hopes on it to a point where i rejected an interview for Club 21. one of the prestigious company that anyone would die for, and yet i stupidly rejected it because i didnt want a job that would affect my tuition schedule. i felt so stupid, two weeks after this incident happened, because now i realised, that putting priority towards my tuition is so worthless. The parents of my tutees simply put off tuition schedule, for god knows what.
Today i applied for Hula & Co. and Crumpler. I feel more confident for crumpler. The store owner was friendlier, and she did asked me questions based on my availability. Im crossing my fingers right now. i dont care if i have to work 24hours, just as long as i am out of the house and am super busy to worry about anything and at the same time, have money just for my survival. I am grateful for the boy who sent me to and from, from town to choa chu kang to yishun and back to admiralty. wahhh. and oil price keeps rising.
Nashrun to Farhana
Pls takmu jadi pemalas, ape rezeki yg ade grab je while waiting for u nak tgu2 for a perfect job. Kalau nk ikotkn gaji camp lagi kecik n lambat. Pls think. At least da start sch still can wrk, sikit2 pun atleast ade support. These r all advices that my parents will msg me. Regard it as ibu msg u, to help ur own self bcos she loves u, rmbr nobody can help u most but urself, we can only advice n support ok dear. Like now, i am only supporting u but when can it last kan? Ppl have their own debts n probs too kan dear. I hope u think abt this, its for ur own gd, nite dear.
Whatever that was written in that particular msg is indeed true. All along ive been waiting for a job that i deemed as worthy and has good returns, yet it isnt coming. I feel so indebted to the boy, because he has been the one to provide me with transportation money, and he always makes sure that i have eaten. Even with the small amount of money that he earned plus the unsettled debts, he still tried so hard to support me. And i keep trying to find faults with him.
bad bad farhana. I really need to wake up, and be a better person. Chase after unfulfilled dreams, and really achieve them.
So close..
