thanks for every moment spent, every word said and every little action you did. no matter how small or big, it mean so much more than words can ever said. you were there since two years ago, through every boys i dated and broke up with, the change in careers, every heartache, every worries, you always try to find the right words to say, and they do make me feel ok, in one way or another. and we'll never know what the future holds for sure, but like you, i am here, and always will be. more than anything, i want to be there if you need someone, like how youve been to me all this while.
today i sat at rooftop with mr cinderella for 4 hours straight since 8.30pm. today was really cold because the wind was blowing hard, too hard in fact, well i guess the weatherman tried to make up for the other night, when it was pratically hot and dry up there. we talked stuffs, and i felt so comfortable telling him stories about my work and the students, and later on, he started telling me matrep stories from ages ago. (haha! - pls dont say "ill sllllapped you" after reading this part) he's really a great help because at a time like this, when im still fragile and recovering, he's always there giving me support, unlike some twofaced ass! =D well anyway, i had a good afternoon which led to an even better night. we are always joking and im always laughing even before i start talking and i cant imagine a day when we will ever be serious about things. even better if things really work out and we get together, i cannot imagine us talking about bgr issues. ahhhh. i feel so 14 years old all of a sudden. (maybe we'll write love letters?;D) and honestly, it stills feel weird to say 'bunga bunga' things like i will miss you or i miss you to him though i am sincere in saying that.
So close..
WELCOME♥
"Two, two silhouettes in a room
Almost obscurred by the gloom.."
Two Cigarettes in the Dark
-P.F. Webster, L. Pollack
THE BELLE♥
They call me Farhana. I still suffer from bullimia. I am a small girl, with mega huge dreams. Pursuing a double major in English and English Literature. Though educating runs in my blood, i am very intent to fly. I have high hopes to conquer the eight wonders of the world. Other than classic Shakespeare tragedies, i am passionate about performing arts. Though i can be a girly-girl at times, i like to get rough and sweat under the blazing sun. I love indo flicks, esp sappy love ones. I love kids. I would love to hunt down animal abusers. oooh, yes, I am your average Gemini. and lastly, if there are things called amour and faith, please help me believe in them.
