Monday, July 28, 2008♥
personal loss ♥ 1:09 AM
my mind is filled with a whirlwind of a thousand different thoughts. everything jumbled together and trying to sort them out in order to get things done is so difficult. no, i dun want to tell anyone. never have been comfortable telling people stuffs, and im pretty sure, i`ll never be. Cry by Rihanna has been playing on repeat mode since 10.25pm just now, and yes, i am feeling distracted by that one single thought. I know i can do so much better than this, but my mind and heart just refuse to coordinate right at this moment. a whole lot of things pretty much undone. the week flew by much too fast, that i was left in a daze. got bothered here and there, but as usual, i managed to swipe them away.i apologize to many for not able to be there, for with the kind of schedule that ive comitted to, i myself dun have solitary time with my family, let alone, desirable time for romancing.
farhana wants to go away. farhana needs time alone.
So close..
