Wednesday, August 20, 2008♥
dear god. ♥ 11:45 PM
dear god, a mere human being can only take so much, and feel so much. how far more am i supposed to go. isnt it time that i see the light at the end of the journey. isnt it only fair for me to experience happiness once again, at least for longer time frames. dear god, i dislike the tests that you`re putting me through, because i dont want to fail anymore. having gone through it, i know how much it affected me, let alone others who claimed they cared for me. i need time to adapt, so please dont rush me with all these problems that you are throwing at me. im no miracle maker, i cannot come up with solutions just by a snap of the fingers. and yes dear god, i admit, i am exhausted. very exhausted.
dear god, i cant be everything else except for just a mere human being.
So close..
