Monday, September 8, 2008♥
down she goes. ♥ 11:53 PM
the school took away what matters to me most now. i was a brave young soul today. i could have cried buckets of tears but i just swallowed everything like nothing happened. it was like dejavu. only this time, i didnt knew where ive gone wrong. and best still, im certain i didnt even commit anything wrong.
but the words of a female student kept ringing in my ears, "she has no experience what". does it really matter that im an untrained relief teacher, because at the end of the day, i still give my best shot. ive had sleepless nights, worrying, struggling, rushing, and this is what came to me at the end. does it make one feel good when he or she makes other feel like shit. why did i even allow an ingrate to trouble my already dysfunctional mind?
So close..
